Mind Ooh sha

The mind is fickle and it's weird what memories it decides to keep or purge. As a kid we'd travel by train to Mexico. On these trips I remember loving the dining car. It was always spacious (for a kid) and well lit with natural light from windows on both sides. It was exciting heading over to the dining car because we had to cross cars and I found that adventurous. As I hopped across the walkways I would catch a quick look at the blurry ground below.

There was always that diner smell, sort of a mixture of ham and toast or something. What really stands out in my mind was the appreciation I had, already as a kid of five or so, for the heavy, well made, railroad china. The dishes were an off white and had maroon trim. I also remember dark green and cobalt blue trim on the different trips over the years. My mother would get a tiny little ceramic creamer for her milk. I always wanted to take it, it was so cute. The butter would come on tiny little plates. I did managed to swipe one of these at one point. I remember taking it and putting it in a white, cardboard lined, toy purse. I felt incredibly guilty and I remember being very paranoid about the whole thing. I still have it! I even buried it once, along with a few other treasures.

My brother and I were really into putting a few treasured items into cigar and jewelry boxes, wrapping them in plastic or foil then burying them. We'd make little maps and then dig everything up months later. It gave us something to think about when it would finally rain. We'd wonder if our little boxes were getting wet and what about the items in them.... It was hard not to dig up things after a rain to check and see. There was a feeling of success and achievement to find our items intact.

But I digress... Some sites on railroad china:
The Railroad Commissary
Cabin Class

I also remember being on a trip once and seeing a girl running around with this cute little plastic purse with a doll. I really wanted one. Never forgot it. I now know they are Remco Pocketbook Dolls.

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Homemade Popsicles

Every summer when we were kids my mom used to make us homemade popsicles. She used those Tupperware popsicle molds.


They came out tasting a lot like vanilla custard. They were YUMMMMMM-EEEEEEEEE and I have been craving one for the last 25 years or so. Long time.

I have asked her for that recipe and she doesn't know where it is or where it came from,"Maybe from Family Circle?" she says. Hmmm like circa 1971 or so. I've looked at tons of homemade popsicle recipes and none of them looked as if they would taste or have the consistency that my mom's had. Tried numerous pudding pop recipes too and no dice. It occurred to me that maybe it tasted like custard because it was frozen custard.

So I tried this recipe and it's very close to what I remember having. I remember that my mom's was a little richer, maybe because I had kid taste buds or maybe because she used Mexican vanilla or eggs, milk and cream just tasted eggier, milkier and creamier in the 70s? Here is the recipe I used:

2 c. milk
3 eggs, beaten
3/4 c. sugar
1/8 tsp. salt
1 c. cream, whipped
1 tbsp. vanilla or almond extract

1. Heat milk in the top of double boiler over boiling water.
2. Mix together eggs, sugar and salt. Gradually stir in the hot milk, mixing constantly.
3. Return over double boiler and cook over simmering water, stirring constantly, until mixture thickens.
4. Remove from heat and cool.
5. When cooled, fold in whipped cream and vanilla. Pour into trays and freeze until firm. Serves 6.


Popsicle Molds

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In Between Decades

I missed my chance to see The Cure perform in a venue that was crowded to the max, lacking oxygen but filled with nostalgic hearts. I heard a fight broke out and people walked out bathed in each others sweat. I like hearing that because that's exactly the sort of thing I wouldn't really enjoy and I didn't get a ticket (sour grapes). I thought about it too long, was on the fence for too long, and when I finally decided to go (only because all my friends were going), they sold out. Didn't bug me until the day of and I wondered if I missed something.
I heard they looked great, sounded great and I was becoming so jealous but then I saw photos and I'm glad I didn't go. I have issues with seeing some bands-grow older. Some bands wear their age well and surprise me but others I want to forever remain as they were when they had me swooooooooning (whether they aged well or not, it's who they were to me at the time). The Cure today just can't hold a candle to The Cure of my past. When I hear their recordings it's sublime, those old feelings all come back. To see The Cure now...I just don't want to look, I don't always want to face reality especially when it isn't necessary.

I *HEART* The Cure but it stops with Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me and then {sigh} we parted ways.

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Nostalgia storms ahead

Something about the above 95 degree temperatures. Walking to the car is enough to make my head feel dizzy and a bit tight. Memories are triggered and then all of a sudden it seems that everything I listened to from 1989 up until 1996 swirls around and swells begin and the car starts and out from radio comes that song that would have me swooning when I was 18. It's loud and distorted before I fix the volume then it rains remember when, remember so and so, remember, rememberremember all afternoon.

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INterests Dujour

Sod
Wallpaper-The time has come for it to re-emerge
Italian singers in Medusa masks
Michael Pollan
Classic khaki clothing in cotton and linen
Acupuncture
Fattoush
Edwardian crochet patterns
Sewing patterns and fashions of the late 40s

Not Dujour
Popcorn
Any nostalgia for Renegade Soundwave
Yard apathy

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Nostalgic Minutiae

This time of year conjures up tons of nostalgia. In fact I just read a book called Retro by Peter Laugesen, about what Retro is and why it is. To summarize, it's escape and the author uses the 60's as a starting point to illustrate the first retro movement (it was in art: Art Nouveau). The book states retro is popular when people find their own times unromantic and complex.

I LOVE old vintage cookbooks with their color saturated photos of strange food compositions. I actually read cookbooks from start to finish, reading all the ingredients and preparation instructions, thinking about the measurements etc... The recipes hit me later when I'm thinking of what to prepare with just cabbage,celery and turkey. It will just come to me, flashback to The Farmers Cookbook (circa 1948). Old, vintage cookbooks are a welcomed gift.
~Note: In search of cookie recipes for Xmas.

Recently I've been reading a book called The House (circa 1939). It is an old "domestic science" book for college. It is awesome! Filled with info on ow things were done back then, what was eaten, used in the home, how the homes were built (cool photos of 30's Modernist homes), prices of things, how to set up the kitchen, living room a real find for those interested in the past. You know things are moving uber fast and have been when you look back at this sort of thing and it's like a nother world. As if the 30's were another planet. In the 80's I'd look back at the 30's and think wow, 50 years ago. Now "50 years ago" puts me in the 50's which was an ear and could almost reach out and touch in the 70's.
~Note: I enjoy reading non-fiction tremendously

To be able to pick and choose what you want from any era from the begininning of time until now is awesome. As I patiently try to procure a take up reel for my 16mm projector, I can hardly wait to watch a few old home movies I have. Not my family, a stranger's, some unknown family that lived on the East Coast years ago. Time keeps marching on.

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Another Blogger Holiday Season

Remember how last year I bitched endlessly about being at work when I had cookies to make, movies to watch,crafties to do...Not this year, boy! I saved my vacation time so I could enjoy the season with family!

Would you believe these were offered at auction on Ebay in November?! Last Ichecked they were at $26 and still going! I'm not in the business off actually selling nostalgia but I do appreciate jogging the memory.

I remember as a kid what excited me just as much as toy wish books was the decor. I loved being around lights, tinsel and ornaments. My mother also made tons of cookies and sweets and cocktail foods like stuffed mushrooms and Swedish meatballs. I can't leave out the cartoons! I'll be watching Rankin and Bass toons for two weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Ahem, sorry about that.....

It has been brought to my attention that I haven't said a word about crafty,d.i.y., fashion,Sinatra (not true) or crochet, Kerouac (not true), music, nostalgia (c'mon that's all this is), thrift or vintage. I write what comes to my mind. It's all over the place:

Crafty Well I have just about sold out of most of my stock and have started re-stocking but those photos won't be uploaded until this weekend along with work by other artist. Busy weekend ahead. As for crafty, I have a few ideas but NO TIME! I wish I could quit my day job but the insurance is a pretty good perk, so is the pension plan. I have been quite busy with paperwork (car wreck 11/28)and insurance companies, settlements etc.....Then I am getting married in April, just around the corner. I'll be moving just before I get married, UGH! Collecting boxes at the moment and will start boxing soon which means some of my tools will be boxed up as well. I'll be taking a sabatical (short one) from my site I'll say from April-June. During that time, other artist will be posting their stuff.

On Fashion Lucky magazine this month listed a few ensembles I've been talking about and wishing would become more available: cigarette pants and cute 60's tops with flats. I have been wearing more striped tees (think four year old boy looking ones) to cover my chest from the sun. I don't want a camisole tan before my wedding since I'll be wearing a strapless dress. The sun doesn't seem to have moved far from the earth from my location. Yes I know it's winter, somewheres else it's winter, not down here Bub.
Oh yeah, I can show you my wedding dress:

It's an ivory on ivory, that is: ivory organza over ivory satin and trim. Simple and floaty for Spring. Just what I wanted. The veil is ivory with a 1/4 inch ivory ribbon all around and really makes the dress. Will wear with Liz Tayloresque, ivory, 2 inch slides.

Music It's been schizo: Bowie and Webb Pierce only. I play Life on Mars over and over and over, Starman too, okay everything he did, I can never tire of LOM or Starman. Webb Pierce and Bowie keep me euphoric for right now.

Thrift and Vintage Well, I did find a cute, 100% wool, grey , pleated skirt in excellent shape for $2. It is the perfect length and shade of grey. Also scored a vintage Pendelton robe in excellent shape for under $15! Man, it is perfect as can be and like wearing a snuggly throw or blanket everywhere I go. It isn't scrtachy and it's a cranberry and blue plaid and tres cool for mornings in a wood frame house.

So that's it. Last night I went on a long drive after 12am. Drove down Burnet 25 mph and sometimes it turned into Tropicana Rd and Paradise Rd in Vegas,
other times it was just like Ave F in Del Rio, other times it was the same old Austin and other times Route 66.
It gets weird when it's empty and just the neon is out. I turned on the radio and Roger Miller was singing about the little green apples. I happened to flip it on just as it started. That was a perfect moment and I won't find it again the right soundtrack with the right visuals and the right thoughts and that was just the trip I needed.

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It's because of my MOM that I am so enthused

Finally! My Christmas vacation begins!

Christmas Movies:
The Apartment
It's A Wonderful Life
A Christmas Story
The Royal Tenenbaums
The Crosby Films:Holiday Inn and White Christmas
Various Classics: The Women, The Philadelphia Story etc....
Rankin-Bass Toons, The Grinch!

Christmas Foods:
Tamales
EGGNOG and rum!
Collin Street Bakery-Fruitcake (I swear this stuff isn't nasty)
Green Bean Casserole
Ham
Turkey
Gingerbread and pralines, fudge, divinity and sugar cookies
Cheeseballs and dips


Christmas People:
You all know who you are, you lil devils ;>

Christmas Music: I have an extensive collection of Christmas CDs, jazzy, traditional, lounge, Latin, Rankin-Bass tunes, Sinatra etc...... In fact they make up half of my cd collection. I don't have Jingle Cats though. No Manheim SteamRoller either.


My mother is the one who is responsible for my Christmas cheer. She isnpired my tree decorating habits, Christmas house decorating habits and every year she would bake 7 different types of cookies, 3 different cakes, candies, various appetizers, dips and all sorts of yummy things. She would take care of us and our whining and make new decorations and sew us new dresses or pjs and pageant costumes and do her Christmas shopping , took us to church so we didn't miss Advent, and did all her visiting and soirees all in one month with a full time job and a smile. I can't do all that, but every Christmas I think of Mommy and the fantastic stamina she had for the season and how important it was to her to give us sweet Christmas memories and not have us turn into jaded holiday people. Now she takes her Christmas' on the road making a few of her holiday recipes along the way and still loving the season. Thanks, Mom and Feliz Navidad!

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It's the place I know best in the world

Took a trip back home to Del Rio because I was homesick for the sounds and the space, the canned fig preserve my grandmother makes, the peaches from my grandfather's trees, the thick green grass in their yard and the chickens. I got to hear the sounds I don't get to hear in Austin like sheep, goats and chickens.

Everywhere I went- long stretches of land between houses and neighborhoods and even behind commercial property. At night you can see the stars and hear nothing when you are in bed. It was 103 and dry but under the shade of my grandfather's pecan trees the heat was lost in the grass and there was even a strong breeze to help. Signs for the 25 mph speed limit in some parts of town reminded why I don't like freeways. Stucco homes all over my neighborhood, huge palm trees, the old irrigation canals in front of homes, the winery, Rose Ave.

I miss the place and many don't understand why or how but it's unlike any other place and that is good (and bad) but it's the place I have known best in my life. Maybe you have to be born there, grow up there, maybe it's just nostalgia for what it was but wasn't when I was there or vision for what it could be but has never been. I haven't lived there since 1989 but it is always what I expect it to be the moment I drive in.

Not to say it hasn't changed , it has changed over the years. The mid 90's were probably the darkest times I had ever seen for the town but now things seem more at where they were when I left in 1989. This time there seems to be more of a need and drive to improve the business district and downtown. I hope it happens.
My fiancee enjoyed it and now he knows from where I speak when I say the things I say. It is a place that always fueled my creativity and I come back with tons of ideas. Will be working on these post Del Rio trip projects starting today.


PS: A place I wish would go back in time is the former Fun-A-Rama skating rink which is up for sale. Hope someone will buy it and open it again. Who knows, rollerderby even?

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